I’ve dreamed many dreams that never came true. I’ve seen them vanish at dawn. But I’ve realized enough of my dreams thank the Lord, To make me want to dream on. I’ve prayed many prayers when no answer came, Though I’ve waited patient and long, But answers have come to enough of my prayers To make me keep praying on. I’ve trusted many a friend that failed, And left me to weep alone, But I’ve found enough of my friends that are really true, That will make me keep trusting on. ...

I get discouraged now and then When there are clouds of gray, Until I think about the things That happened yesterday. I do not mean the day before Or those of months ago, But all the yesterdays in which I had the chance to grow. I think of opportunities That I allowed to die, And those I took advantage of Before they passed me by. And I remember that the past ...

below is on;y draft blog, in case you read this sentences, the blog still in draft version. happy is a status of mental emotion. in has only 3 possible outcome -> happy, normal, unhappy if your wish only happy then try to control your mental status is only the way to. do not set the goal of live happily, you can happy without condition. you can tell yourself you’re happy in every situation. ...

in case you cannot set your global goal. 1. imagine what you want to do if you have unlimited time and resource all you need to. 2. if you know that you limited time of your life, says 6 months, 180 days, what you really want to do before that limited. 3. in case you can do only one thing and one thing only in life that successful, what is the thing you want to accomplished. ...

conclusion of this book, the millionaire next door; this book wrote about in 1990’s but quite a good practice and show all statistics of the millionaire to clear all myth of that. note: all is in statistics, that meant some people were not in. it was 1990s may some ok, may some not, use at your own risk. 1.use 2nd hand is better than bear the depreciation cost. 2.use normal category product, not the products for rich. 3.for very pricey products, take longer periods always better. (eg., car, house, building.) 4.financial independence. (freedom in money) is more important than showing that you have money. 5.they are not heritage wealth. 6.their children also provide themselves wealth. no need for them to support. 7.get better pay, better than get more jobs. 8.they use the system support whom support you more than you ever imagine.

it’s nothing call iron will, you need a reliable system, that you can relied on to push you to the level of unconscious discipline. sadly we merely evaluated our-self too high, and end up fool our-self with non discipline at all.

remember this; i broke all of them in one day. now need to back to cave for reconsidered myself why i broke my rules so easy. did my conviction or my determination too low? let get improve.

I read about the debt avalanche sorry it called debt snowball for long time, now it’s time to read his best selling book “the total money make over”. this will be not long if you want to read the conclusion from the author here; ok then this is my view; A: stop buying you have no intense feeling enough to buy, B: if A then do you want to impress someone by that buying, or it’s already thing 4 times before? ...

this conclusion from two books; “Loving, what is” and “i need you love, is it true?” in steve chandler’s “Collin Wilson’s ladder of selves” lesson; you will see three steps of selves: physicals, emotions, and consciousness. “the work” in katie (as she call herself that) described has 4 main questions. and then turn around that can be asked yourself that it true or truer? 4 questions that she brings out come from your questions (inquiry) in your mind that stress you. ...

it’s a good book, even there were several book that have the same name as the brain tracy’s book or other author. one of the best part of this book is the ladder of selves. the best of picture of this book can be read at here. so if we can read that there why you rewrite again? first. i like the concept of you have no personality. you are just collection of experiences pain and pleasure. you act as is now because of you believe by that pnp (for short of pain and pleasure). ...