do you ever envy someone because they have more wealth than you? i literally say i am not. no, i didn’t mean i never envy any, i just said i didn’t envy any whom more wealthier than me. if i do envy, i do envy any than have more deep purpose than more meaningful than me. for any that mere survival instinct wealthier, i did never concerned about. i just eagerly wondering why do they found such a ideally purpose like that, how they interpreted all of the purpose in the actions they do, and most of that, how can i found that deep purpose like them. ...

why? imagine the world that everything delivery on time, no wasting time. all needed supplies send direct to whom in needed. all in right amount. no need of inventory, no need to pay extra fees. no needed to mark up prices for the thing you didn’t need at first. all the cost can be lower and all resources more manageable.

i tried to do some experiment with myself about emotion attachment and found some good point to improve. looking back on two or three years ago about what i posted on social network, and others that post; i found some of many flaws i had made. firstly, even my view is not changed, my expression toward some may inflicts some irritation, mostly some only for my emotion satisfied (in the bad ways). secondly, it’s backfire for sure, no i’m not meaning others view toward me, but my view towards my influence, it seemed i’m powerless and can do only sarcastic. thirdly, nothing happen o follow up after i do that. just satisfied. it seemed useless for doing something like that. it’s ok for once or twice a while. but as i see; i did it too frequent compare to another creative and construct topics. ...

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference. Reinhold Niebuhr

do you know GTD (getting things done) system? GTD is the system that collect all your thought and imagination then organize it to the level of next action and construct all thought in constructive form of thinking. in case you want to read more about GTD. ok now i compare on two different things that may not incomparable, but for the best ever option like evernote that was not any options any more; both better. one note lack of list making and organize, for it free form of notes. and for google keep best on alert but lack of organize system to make it all in one. ...

“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way – in short, the period was so far like the present period, that some of its noisiest authorities insisted on its being received, for good or for evil, in the superlative degree of comparison only.” ...

the second book (as i known) from Charles Duhigg. the very beginning ideas of this book came from the book power of habit. on this book he told about his own way of motivation; how the motivation works and how the choices and decision prime the motivation. and this is the first chapter of the book, when you read back from appendix. the second chapter talk about how organization norm work. how you make team a team. as the conclusion the team “works” when every voices sound and loud equally. and the leader is the big part in that. ...

A goal casually set and lightly taken is freely abandoned at the first obstacle. -zig ziglar

First they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Socialist. Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Trade Unionist. Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Jew. Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me. ...