how do you know something that very abstract existed or not? ok first let define “abstract”; abstract is something you cannot see, but feel cannot be heard, but have to listen to cannot be taste, but sense cannot be touch, but have to hold deary… the most abstract that i can think now are, love and ghost. how can you define “love”? and how can you define “ghost”? you meet your true love or have you ever see ghost? ...

from my old blog Self assessment now this is the continued of that one. i wrote about self assessment, to list all of the things/thinks you like, and in the same time things/thinks you don’t like; and list all that by reverse all don’t to be do. now this time let do another step; self confirmation. let read all the thinks/things you like, list priority, you can try the first priority give 1 the least give 100 and after finished circle the group of most priority for you. ...

i love twitter on some aspect, and in the same time in some others; i can post the short comments or thought very quick there. but for some very long ones, i still preferred here. if some one try to do commit suicide, what i will say to them? that very long answer i had; actually some part of my life, if possible i wish i can reset it too; but as i am now; this may all my full answer, and please don’t cut some, read till the end and if you agree or disagree you still can tell me. ...

i’m very sad to accept that i cannot keep all good comments out of that spammed approved comments. now i will try better for keeping your value comments.

in case you already read about self assessment, and it’s different, please comment down below. or if you want more information, to discuss or add some view; let do it. in this series of blogs, I planned to write in 3 parts; self assessment self confirmation self determination ok, let begin by the concept first, self assessment, is the process of doing some practical to know what you really think about something, by nature you know it in unconscious mind; and many times you interpret something wrong from whatever you think you did.9 ...

i planned to make my own white board for so long, but this may the first time i try something. This may not meet my expectation, but as i say it’s just some try out. you never know if never try [flickr-gallery mode=“tag” tags=“whiteboard” tag_mode=“all”] as you can see, it’s not the perfect workout, many flaw. the pen that i use hardly erase, some wrinkle on the board. but i believe, if there’s a will then there’s a way. ...

to solve the problems; firstly you need to detect the problems secondly calmly identifies the ability and potential of your own selves thirdly make the problems more delightful, put it in some sub problems fourthly put some categories for each all sub problems fifthly solve some before hands, part that you think it’s most prioritizes :; meanwhile find the ways to solve some after hands some problems that can be solved by times should be just observed, you may need to patience, or sometimes give a lot of; but it needs ...

as i feel beforehand, every feel weird in proposition, but after look closely now i found some rational in that. do you ever feel that some persons always make some irressible actions that make you feel they are dumb? some bad temper that you don’t know why? and some unproperred horny that you feel disgust? this is my own of theory that may describe some. everyone need love and respect; both are all foundation of good relationship of all. but you will see some people actions, words or even dialogues, i cannot suppose by far on thinking or mind penetrating; but on what i see; they lack properred self careness, selfesteem, self respect, and self lovingness. ...

i wish i can have some sort of long thinking everyday, so i try to do all-out-ideas here. this may only my expectation; but i wish i can tell my children that i am all against special classes that you have to learn all topic same as what you have learned on normal classes. this may only my opinion…. why you have to study for study? your life is so that empty? ...

i know, i know, i know; i left this places without any updates. for the grave so many excuses can be. but most of all, with now we have tweeter: most of the time, i just love to write down only one or two paragraphs of writing just to remind myself what i think in some situation. it seem that this blogs work so well for that reason. for me now, it’s many times that i fell depressed, but not so depressed as before; thank for the person whom gave a lot of inspiring energy for me, i save her rainbows plenty enough to use in bad times. ...