i still wonder about why rail system in Thailand is … what i can called them? failure may the most thinking i could say about. why there ain’t a trustworthy, effectively, permanently systems existed in Thailand? OK no perfectionists talk, it’s ok if we had to had the bus terminal to rural, but why rail systems not provide solution to go to terminal as it should? why only eastern bus terminal can access via rail systems? ...

you cannot press reset by losing nothing. when you try to do something, by decision, by chance, or by fate; your status always change in the way it cannot irreversible. when you want to start all over again, you will see that it’s no matter how much you try it will never be something the same. because everything runs, even your thoughtfulness.

i’m running for 4 weeks now. nothing strange… sure only very first time, i just running for one day and stop for 3. some time i just too sloth to left my bed. after realize that it’s not good for myself to have excuse for not going out for running, then i set easy rule (but hard to do) to make commitment everyday: 1. wake at 6 am. no matter what time i went to bed last night. ...

just back from running, seem like everything i thought possible. sometime just set target go with it, but don’t forget to look around. make it happens

feel like cleaning my room is the good mediation for me. but why so many places to clean? T^T

nothing more than celebrating. no CD cover no lyrics just celebrate wanna see some pics of her? click here [audio:HEARTLIKEMINE.MP3]

to tell the true, i just realize about what someone try to tell me back ago in long time, that i will never realize what others thought and did. on that time i think i’m too self centered. for now i just realize what it was, i just got different paradigm, another different logic, and another way of thinking. seem like we will never know what other think until what we got the same seat. ...

1. making new desk, the most preferred for me now is to make wall shelf desk. 2. removed old windows 3. replace the old wall with glass block wall. 4. seal all point from mosquitoes. 5. install water pump and power breaker 6. install better sink 7. replace light system 8. make my room like a hotel ^^

if he, whom have been thrown everything with his own efforts, did everything he could imagine for that thing he believed. he can proudly said “let the fate guide for all the rest”

Listen as the wind blows From across the great divine Voices trapped in yearning Memories trapped in time The night is my companion And solitude my guide Would I spend forever here And not be satisfied And I would be the one To hold you down Kiss you so hard I’ll take your breath away And after I’d wipe away the tears Just close your eyes dear Through this world I’ve stumbled So many times betrayed Trying to find an honest word To find the truth enslaved Oh you speak to me in riddles and You speak to me in rhymes My body aches to breathe your breath You words keep me alive ...