Time is always my best fellow, and also the worst foe.

I doubt many times about my feeling, sometimes I felt like dying when someone threat me in unpleasant ways. When I used to that feeling, then felt nothing with that persons. I also do the same with them. Did I do wrong? Doubting myself, am I the dead fish that can only follow the tide? Ain’t I hate that much enough to cannot let that happen with me? I feel that it’s more easier for me to feel nothing with someone more than try to hate them. ...

October 30, 2007 · rathwjj

What can I do

I had had listened to their songs since 1998. The first song that I heard was “Dreams”. But I like “What can I do” the most. Used to listen this song about 30 hours, instead of stimulated; it made me more depressed. T^T In that time of heart broken. So shamed that I did that to myself. Cause it killed me badly more than “Gloomy Sunday”. [audio:WhatCanIDo.mp3] I haven’t slept at all in days It’s been so long since we’ve talked And I have been here many times I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong ...

October 30, 2007 · rathwjj

My Way

Many times, I wanna argue someone about reasons. And again as I see the paradigm, way of thinking; It’s quite obvious that bias as nothing for them to accept that they have. The worst way of fail is not to fail at all. -—- I love this both version of this song. First one is “I think” original, and second is live version. Two different styles. Which one that you like? ...

October 27, 2007 · rathwjj

I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That)

I have heard this song since 1994, and I also love “Objects In The Rear View Mirror May Appear Closer Than They Are” This is the full version of this song; 12.01 min. Quite a long one? But it’s great till the very end. [audio:iddoanything4love.mp3] And I would do anything for love, I’d run right into hell and back I would do anything for love, I’ll never lie to you and that’s a fact But I’ll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way And I would do anything for love, but I won’t do that, I won’t do that Anything for love, oh I would do anything for love I would do anything for love, but I won’t do that, oh I won’t do that ...

October 25, 2007 · rathwjj

Wealth and Happiness

There is a question for me in my hi5. Asking that between wealth and happiness, which one I choose? This is my answer to that. Both wealth and happiness is ethereal. For me the consciousness is the most value. ‘Cause you can only keep the best memory of happiness with you, but cannot hold happiness; therefore you cannot force any to have happiness with. Wealth? Do you care with that? May be sometime I eager to, but not long for. Cause in the end you can hold only what had assumed to be wealth. ...

October 23, 2007 · rathwjj

Tattoo

[audio:tattoo.mp3] No matter what you say about love I keep coming back for more Keep my hand in the fire Sooner or later, I’ll get what I’m asking for No matter what you say about life I learn every time I bleed That truth is a stranger Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I’m wrong And then change my mind Sorry but I have to move on And leave you behind ...

October 22, 2007 · rathwjj

Illusion

Have you ever felt that when you know something better; When you realize something more better; Then after that made you feel you know nothing. For long, you try to chase something so real but then it just illusions. How you do? Chase down that silhouette? Get mad and despair? It may be better for me to make my still; Cause sometimes I knew that it’s me that try to hunt down my own shadows; Never notice that it’s not too far, but it’s because my dumbness to make it runs further. ...

October 21, 2007 · rathwjj

Rumor to shutdown TCDC in Thailand.

This article has translated from http://www.thairath.co.th/news.php?sect … tent=65118 by Rathwjj; in any mistakes sorry for my errors. On Oct, 17th 07 Khunying Tipawadee Meksawan, Ministry of PM office has set a call on the committee of Developed and Knowledge Management, in the very important meeting to bring down “Thailand Creative & Design Center” TCDC for merging with National Discovery Museum Institute. In the meeting made an order for Mr. Chaiyong Ratana-Ung-kurn, TDCD Preseident, Resignation and also all of the committee; and set Mr Surapol Wirunraksa, Ex-National Discovery Museum Institute Director, as the Merging Organization’s President. ...

October 20, 2007 · rathwjj

Sweden sells fighter planes to Thailand

from: http://www.thelocal.se/8815/20071017/ Published: 17th October 2007 11:28 CET Thailand’s air force confirmed on Wednesday that the country is preparing to buy six Swedish Gripen fighter planes in a deal worth 3.7 billion kronor ($560 million). Air force chief Chalit Phukphasuk also told reporters that a decision would be made after December’s general election on whether to buy a second batch of six Saab Gripens. A source close to the air force told Reuters that Thailand had initially planned to replace its ageing F-5E fighters with US F-16 Fighting Falcons. But the deal eventually fell through since the Americans were “not allowed by their laws to sell weapons to countries whose governments have been ousted in coups.” ...

October 20, 2007 · rathwjj

Truly?

Remember, that if something truly belongs to or with you, it cannot be taken from you. Let go of it and it will naturally return to you. Similarly, as long as you are true to yourself, and listen to your intuition, you can make no mistakes.

October 18, 2007 · rathwjj