Time is always my best fellow, and also the worst foe.
I doubt many times about my feeling, sometimes I felt like dying when someone threat me in unpleasant ways. When I used to that feeling, then felt nothing with that persons. I also do the same with them. Did I do wrong? Doubting myself, am I the dead fish that can only follow the tide? Ain’t I hate that much enough to cannot let that happen with me? I feel that it’s more easier for me to feel nothing with someone more than try to hate them. ...