On my first intention to make this blog was to move from my MSN space. After that awhile; I wish to make all of my interesting in a blog; and after that, it had spread too many areas. For now I realized that cannot take care too much of that, plus I can keep the weblog update only this one. More obviously seen, I cannot make further keep all in shape. So I may need a time to re-arrange all the code here. ...

I close the door Like so many times, so many times before Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor When I let you walk away tonight Without a word I try to sleep, yeah But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me A thousand more regrets unraveling, oh If you were here right now, I swear, I’d tell you this Baby I don’t want to waste another day Keeping it inside it’s killing me Cause all i ever want, it comes right down to you (to you) I wish that I could find the words to say Baby I would tell you every time you leave I’m inconsolable ...

The story of Randy Pausch, a professor at Carnegie Mellon University is dying of pancreatic cancer. He has 2-5 months to live. He still faces with that; This is his story http://www.post-gazette.com/pg/07262/818671-298.stm CMU professor gives his last lesson on life “If I don’t seem as depressed or morose as I should be, sorry to disappoint you.” Wednesday, September 19, 2007 By Mark Roth, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette Randy Pausch set the tone early on yesterday at his farewell lecture at Carnegie Mellon University. ...

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all? I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We’ll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with ...

[audio:Stay.mp3] You say “I only hear what I want to.” You say “I talk so all the time. " So And I thought what I felt was simple, and I thought that I don’t belong, and now that I am leaving, now I know that I did something wrong ‘cause I missed you. Yeah yeah, I missed you. And you say “I only hear what I want to: I don’t listen hard, don’t pay attention to the distance that you’re running to anyone, anywhere,” ...

Here I am, everyday, since you said, you’d come again, it’s not fair, cause you’re not here, I wait in vain, but nothing has changed, I’m a flower, soaking in the rain, if I could wish one thing, I’d hear you call my name, so when will I see your face again? when will you touch my life again? when will I breathe you in again? I think I love you. will I see your face again? ...

This is from my email, sending by Dynasty (China Airlines) frequent flyer e news, CAL Completes 737-800 Fleet Inspections In Accordance with CAA & FAA Directive (September 8, 2007) China Airlines has completed the required inspections on its own and Mandarin Airlines’ 13 Boeing 737-800 aircraft, according to a Civil Aeronautics Administration (CAA) and Federal Aviation Administration (FAA) emergency airworthiness directive (EAD). In order to ensure that all the planes are safe for flight operations, Taiwan’s CAA has sent inspectors to audit the inspection work. ...

I have no nightmare, cause in my dreams, I always do it right. My nightmare is what I find when I wake up. And this time no hope, no wish, no expect. I had realized; there is no messiah, no savior, no faith bringer. By the shadow that overwhelming, still with consciousness I have. For my clumsiness, I bring myself deeper on darkness. And after all when I can take the numb out of my head; Just to know that my last wish is too far to reach.

How can you define unlucky? Today I think I was. Configuring transceivers today, I was configuring about 10 elements. Everything fine but a element. Normally for me, setting only 10 is about one to one and a half hour, but today is different. Rechecking about 4 times on the same element. Try hard to find the problems. I can easily blame the devices, but didn’t. In the end I make a table for all device connecting signals to find what the real problems. Using about 6 hours to see all clear, I find that one station and one receiver defected. ...

Today, my friend in MSN messenger was asking me, Why ain’t I put flower (F) in remember of them? (them referred to whom lost in one-2-go incident) I think for few seconds, then replied “No”. I will do that if I can bring their life back, but it has no meaning. It’s not meant that I had no regret for them, but nothing can change by doing that. None of the responsible person acts in the good way. Blaming captain and weather? ...