Ever feel that anyplace you went, there will be same problems? May be you be the problems yourself? There were saying “If you ain’t solution, you were problems.” So now I limited myself to less social network, therefore a little much less whiny. ps. For the person care enough what happen with my FB: They asked for my ID for confirm my identity cause someone reported that I’m not “Rathwjj”. So in that case, I should submit my id to FB? Hail no for me. That’s all folks.

today in middle of nothing, i asked myself what i’m doing here? it likes i waked up from slumber long dream. the dream that i just can do nothing far far better than this. Do I really try hard enough to push myself? What kinda person that set the goal and not serious enough to complete them? am i kinda person that stinking that much? listen to “River” and I understand, if really holy water can wash away my sins, i need the whole river.

My mom always told me that I’m not fast learner, but persistent one. I learnt quite well with my failures, and failures never stops me from progressing. That kind of thing made character on me. And now see myself and try to see what I can do improved. Grit, the books I read ( Literally listening) before year end; Told me a lot about persistent, skill, expert and master. You always have plenty of room to improve if you looking on. And never doubt yourself on the ability to improving yourself.

anata no jinsei kara nani o kitai shite imasu ka? what is your “calling”

Just thinking about quit post anything in facebook for a while. Think that I was so influent by social network, quiting may be good answer.

為せば成る 為さねば成らぬ何事も 成らぬは人の為さぬなりけり naseba naru nasaneba naranu nanigoto mo naranu wa hito no nasanu nari keri roughly translate; where is a will there is a way; If you do nothing then nothing done; by failing and trying you may did something.

reading many books about this for awhile; try to sum up what i think. work, all jobs done can call “work”, related or not is not subjective. what done is done career, when you think in term of growth; you looking forward when you head of. your “career” may or may not lookalike others and in the same time the relation and development of your career is up to you, not the company you work with. ...

all of my devices now be in series of dragon’s sons listed here Qnu 囚牛 : Hybrid of cow and dragon - mi 9 se Yzx 睚眦 : Hybrid of wolf and dragon ChFn 嘲風 : Hybrid of goat and dragon - Audio Car system BLd 蒲牢 : Hybrid of dog & dragon Pixie 贔屭 : Hybrid of turtle and dragon - Lenovo G405s Snni 狻猊 : Hybrid of lion and dragon - Linux server Brian 狴犴: Hybrid of tiger and dragon - Main workstation FZ 負屓 : Hybrid of snake and dragon ZV 螭吻 : Hybrid of fish and dragon - Macbook 2010

after read Mark Manson’s book; it’s appeared that this seem fits on ACT more than I ever think. He (Manson) say about values and metrics (something to measure how successful you are), compare to Harris, values and goals, quite near the same thing. noticeable that some parts of Harris values intended on persistent and self-developed by the ways Manson said about some values that you should not use. Pleasure this one is the worse value to take with, by the Manson’s term. when you use pleasure as value on your live you will avoid pain and this is most horrible. pain meant something for sure and almost represent “Truth”. so avoid pain is same as avoid truth in life. ...