die alone

i don’t know what will happen if i die here?

anyone know?

anyone care enough to see me as one?

am i  anyone here?

did it change if we died by tsunami? by earth quake? by sand storm? by just disappear?

by just sleep and never wake up? by cut our hand to bleed? by other one do that for us?

by coincidence? by consequence?

anything different? did it really different?

i may just know nothing.

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i woke up this morning with a funny taste in my head.
speckled some butter over my whole grain bread.
something tastes different, maybe it’s my tongue.
something tastes different, suddenly i’m not so young.

i’m just a stranger, even to myself.
are-arranger of the proverbial bookshelf.
don’t be a fool girl, tell him you love him.
don’t be a fool girl, you’re not above him.

i never thought i could love anyone but myself.
now i know i can’t love anyone but you.
you make me think that maybe i won’t die alone.
maybe i  won’t die alone.

kiss the boys as they walk by, call me their baby.
but little do they know, i’m just a maybe.
maybe my baby will be the one to leave me sore.
maybe my baby will settle the score.

i never thought i could love anyone but myself.
now i know i can’t love anyone but you.
you make me think that maybe i won’t die alone.
maybe i won’t die alone.

what have i become?
something soft and really quite dumb.
because i’ve fallen, oh, ’cause i’ve fall-fallen, oh ’cause I’ve fall-fall-fallen
so far away from the place where i started from.

i never thought i could love anyone.
i never thought i could love anyone.
i never thought i could love anyone,
but you, but you, but you, but you, but you
but you make me think that maybe i won’t die alone.
maybe i won’t die alone.