I don’t know that after this;
I will have time for writing my blog before new year come or not.
So better do it now.
I really know that all happiness and sadness is what only on my view;
It’s only illusion and just temporary.
I should let my feeling go, and consciousness hold all my feeling all the time.
Too bad; even I knew that; Many times I still broke that.
Wish that nest year I can control myself better than previous.
And mostly I want to surpass my old self in every way.
Hope that It comes true.