Abortiveness

There were times that you feel the hellish self?

Self that can be said that only fallen.
Agony ties soul to own mistakes.
The mistrust of self esteem is possessing.
Lost of the inspiration, distract by the sins.
Holy is just the thought, but can never be reached.
Absolution just the name, far from receiving

Remember that only who passes through self feeling can be strong.

Only person that learn nothing from failed cannot growth.
To avoid mistakes can never be solution.

Push those experiences as gifts,
So next fail that must tell self that it can be passed through without doubt;
Doubt that were blinded with past;

The worst day can only happen once.