I know myself when I addicted to something or someone.

I know that some periods my addicted feeling will subside.

I hate that truth that I cannot addicted something without reason for long.

So please don’t tell me to feel less on, I can do that but after that it will never be the same.

Whenever I loss that feeling it cannot call back.

Even how hard to try.

Seem like I am a kind of  self-centered? Nop I just kind of independent and try to depend on someone.

It’s very hard to do that, and if I loss my will to do so.

I will never know how long I can feel this feeling again.