Do you know “Midas”?

The one that turned everything to gold, and finally died cause of cannot pick up a food to himself?

Now I feel like that.

Trying to avoid this situation a long time, but for this time I am what I were disgusting.

but I remember my mom said this in the period of difficulties;

” 如果我必須對自己憐憫; 我寧可將花那時間賺取更多金錢”

” If you have time enough to give pity to yourself; use this time to find more money, it may help your problems”

Thank Bong for sharpen my Chinese phrase.

I really hate my very self for this period.