i were be told so many things that i should do.
many many very important things in my life.
some i did great
and some not.
but as i see the back side as it is
feel nothingness.
i had fear many times that what the results may not as expect.
so now as is
not as expected
so….
it as just not as expected
no world crumbling
no something like
no something hate
so…..?