something that was matter may now not

i were be told so many things that i should do.

many many very important things in my life.

some i did great

and some not.

but as i see the back side as it is

feel nothingness.

i had fear many times that what the results may not as expect.

so now as is

not as expected


it as just not as expected

no world crumbling

no something like

no something hate