value of nothingness

everything just comeback to what it was for me.

no serious problems, some challenge that keep me busy with what i wanna do.

the money stream back to what i expected, but nothing more than that.

before this i try to struggle more, i asked myself several time what to do or what to gain.

try to much to get more money, but for three full month; it’s obviously that cannot be.

sometimes i knew i addicted to some sad feeling, it made me feel horrible enough to fight more.

for now, seem nothingness is needed again.