There is a quiz about what you fear most, and made me thinking about that.
For me the less I fear is disgusted, at know how to avoid it so it never be my problems;
Or if I need to do some disgusting works; That never be my problems.
Ghost? In this topic, thank to my mother; sh bring me to the Chinese graveyard every year to do a cleaning for them.
May that not any of my problem.
Loneliness? it’s my best and hated friend; I never fear it. Only unlike sometimes; like present; while I write this.
Death? May I should fear that? I have face other death, but not mine.
For me death or adieu are the same; only death is eternal; I can make sure that the leaving is absolute.
May be after I feel nothing and why should I fear?
Good death may such a reward.
Adieu for me is such a horrible; may the same as death; not only hate; has to confess that I really fear that.
For the such normal other people; whom such passed; I do no regret for leaving them.
Only whom I care, trust and rejoice make me feel regret any time we leave.